city of blinding lights;

the present, the memories.

Think i'm gonna die from coughing soon. Anyways, gotten posting results today. Wasn't really happy about it actually. Not much of a feel i'd say, sighs. Anyways, been down with flu bug, cough bug, bad throat bug and fever bug for a few days already. Pretty xin-ku i'd say. GRRRS,

Anyways, some things i really have no idea when will it come to an end. It has been long since this matter dragged. And seriously, i've no idea why our friendship would actually soured. It pains me alot when i come to think of it, for many often says, secondary school friends are often the ones who'll be your closest friends. However, it feels otherwise for me now. It once used to be the truth, but not anymore i guess. There's so much things about us that i missed, but why cant we return to the past? A few months apart, whats there to gossip about, i guess it should be more or less done, shldnt it be? But, is this how good friends suppose to treat one another? By gossiping behind their backs, by being a hypocrite. Why is there no communications between us to just find out what is exactly wrong with all of us? No matter what the situation, it always takes 2 hands to clap. If you guys insist on not wanted to salvage the once good friendship, i really have nothing to say. For i dare swear to God that, i've always been waiting for a chance to clear the misunderstandings up with everyone.

For you, i've no idea how more could i trust you from now on. You're becoming more of a stranger to me, with all your lies, your hidden truths. Why is this so?

Btw, i guess this site's gonna be left stagnant for a period of time... For there's not much of privacy here. I've opened another one, password protected. But aint gonna share here. Ask me for the url if you actually bothers. If not, go to bed folks, its late and i'm sick. Nights.

posted by babies- @ 1:02:00 AM